We lost our sweet angel baby at 12 weeks.
Looking at the little muffin in the sonogram with no heartbeat today was heart.wrenching…
it actually hurt even worse than I could have imagined.
I am having surgery tomorrow to “deliver” our sweet little one.
And our roadtrip to California is postponed a few weeks now.
I may not be good at responding to emails for a bit. Just apologizing ahead of time :).
You know I have cried many tears today for this loss. Just knowing that a little angel is gone…a little person that no matter how small or young..it’s still our baby.
I told Chris today that I can’t wait to hug him or her in heaven someday.
I wrote this this morning before i left for the doctor:
I was just sitting here reading through comments and emails from all of you and wanted to say, with tears in my eyes…thank you. Thank you for making me smile and for making me cry thankful, joyful tears.
Thank you for loving me and for wanting to read my story.
Thank you for wanting to share with me the joys and the hardships. Thank you for being my outlet, my special place. What a place of blessings. And peace.
I love each of you. Thank you.