This is just a side note to my last post….”in addition” to. I was thinking last night while i was lying in bed how I tend to hoard Aiden, my time at home, my dogs. I don’t have tons of saved money to keep to myself but I do have my family. Which is the most valuable thing in the world to me. Well, since we have been struggling at the studio I have taken on more paintings, more projects, more hours which = less time with Aiden. This has truly broken my heart. My heart longs to be with him at all times. My moments with him are so precious and I hold so close to my heart so anyone who wants to share them with me I assume is waging war on my heart. Rationally I know this is not true, but tired and irrational this is how I feel. I am working on this. Open hands…..