I remember standing in the shower just staring at the wall as the water poured over me.

I felt frozen in time and my hope and energy was dwindling.

I had just had my fourth D&C and I remember saying I don’t have any more in me to walk through another loss. I couldn’t keep doing it.
There are 4 years from my first loss to my last. Cycles of first trimesters and losses and waiting again.

Look at this sweet baby cakes that was waiting on the other end of all that pain and that loss and that fight. This sweet little love who is obsessed with Toy Story and makes us all laugh every day. She is a light and a love and I can’t imagine not fighting for her to be here.

Adelaide Grace, you were worth the fight.

photos via beckley co