You know somtimes when you are really upset about something and say something you don’t mean out of hurt or passion?
Well something I have been thinking about a lot lately with this blog is change.
And how I am changing and my ideas /views on things are changing and how sometimes that can be strange when you have a blog.
Like when you feel a certain way…or maybe are fueled by something else going on in life, or talking out of fear, or a whole range of options…and you post about them. And then months later your thoughts change.
I changed pretty drastically from highschool/college to who I started to become in the next phase of life. So if I had blogged in college I probably would be deleting blog posts left and right, rolling my eyes at outfits and so on and so forth.
Every once in awhile I will get a critical comment on an old blog post (from months and months before) and when I read the comment and then read part of the post I will think, “wow, I think youre right!”
I tend to be very “moldable”- like if someone offers me criticism more often than not I am going to try and see the truth in it and change it in myself.
I am not sure where I am even going with all of this- except that there are have been moments on this space where I wrote “in passion” or “in fear” and now months later I am not so sure about a particular statement or view.
The weird thing about having a blog is that it’s out there forever.
So people reading are seeing you grow up,
seeing you change…
seeing you be molded
and that could possibly be embarrassing.
I imagine I will roll my eyes at age 50 at a few statements or outfits that I made/wore years before….but I already sort of feel that way at times.
But I think it’s worth it.
I am okay with embarrassing my self a little as long as people give me mercy as I change and as I “grow up”.
So I guess bare with me as I work through all of this,
as I work out viewpoints, thoughts and more.
Some may change.
Some already have.
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